My "faith" in God has prevented me from being properly depressed. I can't even say I'm so sad I want to die because if I did, I'd be stuck with him for eternity. And because suicide is some kind sin, it'd just be another big joke.
"Sure, you found salvation, but you've got that weird little stigma attached to you that you killed yourself to get here."
Gee, thanks for removing that option, sir. At least I can't kill myself.
When I told my mom about this, and how I feel my whole existence is a joke, she said that it's okay - at least it means God pays attention to me, that most people don't even get that much.
Hey, at least I can laugh about this, right?
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
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